bye 2009, hello 2010

assalamualaykum :)

for now, let's talk about 2009.

2009 taught me many lessons, brought me to a new kind of me.

1. i learned how to control my emotions

2. for the first time ever, i fell into a deep depression but alhamdulillah, with the help of my mum, my teachers and of course myself, i managed to get over with it.

3. SPM, i don't know what to say anymore. but i love those every moments of it.

4. friends, yeah, i've been thinking and thinking and thinking about friends around me. and, let me keep my thoughts to myself only. :)

5. family, we faced the hardship together, we enjoy ourselves, support ourselves, and no matter what happens, we will always be together, for sure, insyaAllah.

6.time, i took it for granted. and i've learned my lessons.

7.adulthood, sometimes teenagers are just too eager to step into adulthood that they ended up on the wrong path, and i hoped that i'm on the right track and all of us would be given a chance to make amend of ourselves.

8.money, i really should use my money wisely. :(

9.people, meeting with new peoples, befriended with new ones on the Internet and etc, it simply shines our day. :) also with likes and dislikes, each of us do have one, right?

10.photography, i love love love it and i'm still in search of my own identity through it and i'm sure that the photos i took are the ones i see through my eyes.

i might missed some points but for now, these are the ones that i had in my mind.
as for my 2009 resolutions, i've completely forgotten of it.
but still, for next year, i'm not sticking with yearly resolutions but instead, it would be monthly or weekly resolutions. >.<

this year is the most memorable year i had.
SPM, 17th birthday with Farhana, Timah and others, went to cinema for the first time, having fun with classmates and all sorts of events and stuff.
i truly appreciate them and now, i'm looking forward for 2010.

lastly,
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

*yay for me for making my own schedule book! >.<*

till then,
salam~

today

assalamualaykum~ :)

what i did today :

1. GARDENING

i planted common cosmos flower seeds that i just bought yesterday. can't wait for them to grow and bloom >.<
and the scientific name for common cosmos is cosmos bipinnatus.

i need these

soil

wet the soil

the seeds

>.<

and no need to bury the seeds

voila!

dad! >.<

2. MAKING 2010 SCHEDULE BOOK

the one i bought. it's cute but...i'm not satisfied with it. gaahh, anyone want this book for free? answer this question : what did i eat during lunch today?

reuse old papers! yay!

simple! and yeah, still have no idea for the cover. >.<

inside

today's notes

sticky notes!

and this is how my room looks like when i make my own books >.<

alhamdulillah,
i used my last day of 2009 wisely.
but! there are still some work i have not done yet.
yooshh!

ok guys,
happy new year!

till then
salam~

new dress with my sister

assalamualaykum~ :)

today, i made a new dress.
it is brown in colour with lovely patterns.
it is actually my second dress that i made.
the first one was a failure. T___T

today, we went shopping for groceries.
afterwards, i went to the so-called city forest at my place.
it's been awhile since i had a lovely day out like today.

hi, i'm wearing the new dress *canon-san hanging on me*

waahh, the trees sure are tall, i want to reach the top, i wish

wings! get out and let me fly! *woooshhh* *flies*
canon-san! get ready! we'r going to take soem photos up there!

after taking a walk and taking some photos and few arguements with my sis *its normal >.<*, we went back home as it was about to dark

no more films

my petite lil older sis :)

today was again, lovely.
having a day out of home refreshes me so much.
and you may too. :)

till then,
salam~

boredom

salam~

seriously, i've got no idea what to blog on.
i felt lifeless
no more school
no school no life....gaahh!

and excessive boredom would eventually results to these :






geez, i hoped that any Islamophobiac person won't think of me as a terrorist.
i'm just an ordinary girl.haha!

ok now
till then
salam~

afterwards

assalamualaykum
good morning :)

yesterday was a blast!
i had so much fun hanging out with farhana, nadia, timah, alifah, zatil and the others.
goosh, thank you so much for making my 17th birthday so special.
not even a moment missed without our laughter, and giggles or grins.
i appreciate it so much, girls. >.<

and thank you for everyone who wished me for my birthday,
the ones who called me. along gemuk!! and wawa too. thank you.
also my beloved parents, ayah and ibu, you guys are my everything. >.<

last morning, when i woke up,
there's a towel beside me. okay, i don't go to school anymore since i'm no longer a schoolgirl. but it was that, my mum tried to wake me up countless of times as we are going to the morning market. but to no avail, i didn't even open my eyes.
luckily, i woke up by myself, and i managed to join them. haha!

but still, it feels weird.
you know, for almost eleven years, mum would wake me up for school,
but now. no more school.
it felt like i don't know what to do for the whole day. gaaahhh

still, we must keep moving forward with our life.
therefore, i've made a few plans for the time being.
i hope i could make full use of my free time from now on.
insya-Allah :)

and yeah, the photo above, the three teddy cases, uhhh,
since there would be no more school for us, so it would be hard for us to be together like always. yam, bedah, my friends, my classmates, my teachers, the cats at school, i'm soooooo gonna miss you guys ssooooo soooo muuchh!
>.<

till then
salam~

and HAPPY NEW YEAR for the moslems. >.<

SPM

assalamualaykum :)

alhamdulillah, SPM just ended yesterday and the whole process went quite well. i was healthy from the start till the end and i never fell asleep while answering the question though i was so sleepy sometimes. haha!
there's no way i would sleep during SPM exam.

for the first day, which was Bahasa Melayu,
we were supposed to start at 8.00 am but we ended up starting the exam at 8.10 am as a result of our school teachers delivering their long long long speech. especially hte principal. haha

and the ketua pengawas, wow,
she is tall, beautiful, a bit barbaric, scary, her voice could already make us shiver for being frightened.

well, i don't think i would like to tell all of the details on every papers.
like what people said,
memories should be kept and be cherished. i mean, i want to keep them all to myself. and actually, i don't think i want to write all the things i did during exams. heck, why do i have to report everything on my blog? *but i've already done it* LOL

but i really enjoyed myself.
haha, the flutter in the stomach while answering the questions, the nervousness, the sigh of relieves and all sorts of feelings.

but you know,
i felt like i really really was freed err, merdeka after the chemsitry papers.
i went straight home, running and jumping around in the house, screaming like a mad person. haha, all the killer subjects are gone.
and the only one left was sains pertanian.
and alhamdulillah, i managed to answer it quite well.

few sweet memories during the exam are :
1. the ketua pengawas is actually a clumsy and cute person. but she's not a klutz. haha!
2. the pengawas-es helped us to save our bags from the heavy rain while we were busy answering sejarah question paper >.<

haha, did i wrote too long for now?
and yeah, spotted questions are quite nonsense. ahhhh.
but i've gotta say that i really really really really love chemistry. >.<>
till then
salam~

last day

salam

so it was
the last day of SPM,
the last day of school days,
the last day of wearing school uniform,
and the last day being sixteen

it's sixteen december 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!
awin!
miera!
afif!

>.<

duralumin

salam~

i'm studying chemistry now.
duralumin?
it's a composite material made of Aluminium, Magnesium and Copper (AMC).

tralala~
okay, i was supposed to watch New Moon with my sister today, and i wanted to buy a new 2010 organiser.
but.....

last night, i had a dream.
we *classmates* got a list of our chemistry SPM result from our chemistry teacher, Cikgu Rozita.
and, i got the highest marks.
which is.
is.
is.
.
.

D+!

what the..D!! we don't have a '+' for D right?
gooshh.
i don't want that to happen, aaaaaa.
so, i canceled my plan for today.
sorry along for doing this in such a sudden. >.<
let's just postpone it to 9th december, right after chemistry exam. hhaha!
after that, i've got a week to revise on sains pertanian.
>.<

tralalala~
ok now. gotta continue studying.

till then guys.
pray for me, n all those who are sitting for SPM.
yooshh!
salam~ >.<

*there's an ominuous blacky shadow in the pict, scary!*
haha

gonna fly now

salam~

hi all~
i'm still standing, yup.
i had few falls from the disasterous SPM exam. grr..
but still,
hey!!
i haven't give up yet, nope!

never look down!
keep on heading towards your dreams.
yooosshhh!
*just like those flowers, they never face away from the sun, right?*

till then,
salam~

SPM! its here! for real!

salam~

ok guys, its here.
the thing that we've been waiting for is here. yup.
again, i repeat myself, ITS HERE

gosh gosh gosh.
ok. first of all, i would like to seek for your forgiveness dear friends, readers and those who had known me, for i sometime use any harsh words or any other words that could hurt you guys in a way words did so.

also, for the wrongdoings i've done to you guys, in any case which i would talk bad about you guys in my heart or to anyone. dear friends and foes, do forgive me, for i hope that your forgiveness may help me to excel in this exam, smoothly, insyaAllah.

secondly, i would like to thank you guys for your support, your comments which never failed to cheer me up and lighten up my day.
and for your helps whenever i was in the need of help.also, for hearing out all my thoughts, worries, feelings, ramblings and all sorts.
thank you guys. you guys are the best!

and please,
do pray for me so that i could face this exam with high confidence, complete preparedness *cough*,
healthy body and mind, calmly, smoothly, easily forcing the neurones in my brain to produce the right answers for the soon-to-be-answered-questions. i hope that the papers are going to be easy for me to answer them.

and and and, wish me goodluck.
because i'm goint to get myself :

maximum target : 10A+'s
-10A's
-9A's with an A- *for add maths*
minimum target : 6A's, 4A-'s

lets be realistic on setting up our target. this way, we won't be too upset if the fate will be not on our side.

so, for all my friends who are sitting for the same exam, SPM - silently peeking me? haha.

goodluck guys! lets do our best! yoooshhh!

till then
salam~