funny

assalamualaykum~

*inhales* *exhales*
haha, okay.
how should i start this.errmm

it's funny that how much you are angry towards someone,
and yet you keep that anger just to yourself.
people say that hypocrites are those who badmouth or do something bad behind someone.
is it okay if would just spitting crap and swears but just to myself *monologue? cakap dalam hati?*
i'm not that goody-goody kind of girl who always wanted to appear as a kind person
but telling others bout someone's badness sort of give me a bad image or rather it doesn't make me feel good in a way.
and even if i would just post it up in this blog, it would ruin my so-called yayness. huh.


fine, i would just keep on swearing to myself....*dalam hati...kot*
gaaaaaahhh,

yayness! save me!

*my english is bad. gahh!*

till then,
salam~

CHANGE!

assalamualaykum~!

okay, just a short announcement.

gaaaaah, okay. buruburburburburbrubr.

there will be some changes on this blog.
okay, i'm a bit in a dilemma now but, yeah, i've made my decision.
i thought that i would ditch this blog and go for my new blog *so mean of me =.=*
buuuut!
i'll keep updating this blog instead.
ahahahahahahahahaha

i don't know what's up with me for awhile now, LOL
well, whatever.
just wait.
hope that i'll enjoy my time updating this blog onwards.
>.<
YAY!

okay, till then
salam~
>.<

bye 2009, hello 2010

assalamualaykum :)

for now, let's talk about 2009.

2009 taught me many lessons, brought me to a new kind of me.

1. i learned how to control my emotions

2. for the first time ever, i fell into a deep depression but alhamdulillah, with the help of my mum, my teachers and of course myself, i managed to get over with it.

3. SPM, i don't know what to say anymore. but i love those every moments of it.

4. friends, yeah, i've been thinking and thinking and thinking about friends around me. and, let me keep my thoughts to myself only. :)

5. family, we faced the hardship together, we enjoy ourselves, support ourselves, and no matter what happens, we will always be together, for sure, insyaAllah.

6.time, i took it for granted. and i've learned my lessons.

7.adulthood, sometimes teenagers are just too eager to step into adulthood that they ended up on the wrong path, and i hoped that i'm on the right track and all of us would be given a chance to make amend of ourselves.

8.money, i really should use my money wisely. :(

9.people, meeting with new peoples, befriended with new ones on the Internet and etc, it simply shines our day. :) also with likes and dislikes, each of us do have one, right?

10.photography, i love love love it and i'm still in search of my own identity through it and i'm sure that the photos i took are the ones i see through my eyes.

i might missed some points but for now, these are the ones that i had in my mind.
as for my 2009 resolutions, i've completely forgotten of it.
but still, for next year, i'm not sticking with yearly resolutions but instead, it would be monthly or weekly resolutions. >.<

this year is the most memorable year i had.
SPM, 17th birthday with Farhana, Timah and others, went to cinema for the first time, having fun with classmates and all sorts of events and stuff.
i truly appreciate them and now, i'm looking forward for 2010.

lastly,
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

*yay for me for making my own schedule book! >.<*

till then,
salam~

boredom

salam~

seriously, i've got no idea what to blog on.
i felt lifeless
no more school
no school no life....gaahh!

and excessive boredom would eventually results to these :






geez, i hoped that any Islamophobiac person won't think of me as a terrorist.
i'm just an ordinary girl.haha!

ok now
till then
salam~

afterwards

assalamualaykum
good morning :)

yesterday was a blast!
i had so much fun hanging out with farhana, nadia, timah, alifah, zatil and the others.
goosh, thank you so much for making my 17th birthday so special.
not even a moment missed without our laughter, and giggles or grins.
i appreciate it so much, girls. >.<

and thank you for everyone who wished me for my birthday,
the ones who called me. along gemuk!! and wawa too. thank you.
also my beloved parents, ayah and ibu, you guys are my everything. >.<

last morning, when i woke up,
there's a towel beside me. okay, i don't go to school anymore since i'm no longer a schoolgirl. but it was that, my mum tried to wake me up countless of times as we are going to the morning market. but to no avail, i didn't even open my eyes.
luckily, i woke up by myself, and i managed to join them. haha!

but still, it feels weird.
you know, for almost eleven years, mum would wake me up for school,
but now. no more school.
it felt like i don't know what to do for the whole day. gaaahhh

still, we must keep moving forward with our life.
therefore, i've made a few plans for the time being.
i hope i could make full use of my free time from now on.
insya-Allah :)

and yeah, the photo above, the three teddy cases, uhhh,
since there would be no more school for us, so it would be hard for us to be together like always. yam, bedah, my friends, my classmates, my teachers, the cats at school, i'm soooooo gonna miss you guys ssooooo soooo muuchh!
>.<

till then
salam~

and HAPPY NEW YEAR for the moslems. >.<

last day

salam

so it was
the last day of SPM,
the last day of school days,
the last day of wearing school uniform,
and the last day being sixteen

it's sixteen december 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!
awin!
miera!
afif!

>.<

SPM! its here! for real!

salam~

ok guys, its here.
the thing that we've been waiting for is here. yup.
again, i repeat myself, ITS HERE

gosh gosh gosh.
ok. first of all, i would like to seek for your forgiveness dear friends, readers and those who had known me, for i sometime use any harsh words or any other words that could hurt you guys in a way words did so.

also, for the wrongdoings i've done to you guys, in any case which i would talk bad about you guys in my heart or to anyone. dear friends and foes, do forgive me, for i hope that your forgiveness may help me to excel in this exam, smoothly, insyaAllah.

secondly, i would like to thank you guys for your support, your comments which never failed to cheer me up and lighten up my day.
and for your helps whenever i was in the need of help.also, for hearing out all my thoughts, worries, feelings, ramblings and all sorts.
thank you guys. you guys are the best!

and please,
do pray for me so that i could face this exam with high confidence, complete preparedness *cough*,
healthy body and mind, calmly, smoothly, easily forcing the neurones in my brain to produce the right answers for the soon-to-be-answered-questions. i hope that the papers are going to be easy for me to answer them.

and and and, wish me goodluck.
because i'm goint to get myself :

maximum target : 10A+'s
-10A's
-9A's with an A- *for add maths*
minimum target : 6A's, 4A-'s

lets be realistic on setting up our target. this way, we won't be too upset if the fate will be not on our side.

so, for all my friends who are sitting for the same exam, SPM - silently peeking me? haha.

goodluck guys! lets do our best! yoooshhh!

till then
salam~

salam~

WOW!
16 days to go.
few days ago, i was like, falling in my own deep deep deeeeep depression i never had before.
and alhamdulillah, i had overcome it by myself, my mum, my dear teacher, and the school councelor (i forgot how to spell kaunselor).

so, for now, i had filled my mp4 with all my favourite songs,
the oldies, and lots more, they are the POWER UP! songs for me. haha

YOOSHH!!! GO! GO! GO!

oh, and this is my favourite scene in the recent rocky balboa movie. i watched it about last month on tv3. yup, i'm a fan of rocky balboa. >.<



"The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place... and I don´t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently, if you let it. You, me or nobody, is gonna hit as hard as life. But ain't about how hard you hit... It's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward... how much you can take, and keep moving forward. That´s how winning is done. Now, if you know what you worth, go out and get what you worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits. And not pointing fingers saying: You ain´t what you wanna be because of him or her or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain´t you! You´re better than that!" (Rocky Balboa)

goodluck guys!
>.<

till then,
salam~!
>.<

chem

BOO!! BLEK!!


BAAHH!! GEEHH!! HUUUH!!

LLLIIIKK!!! SAAAA!!!


JAAAA!!! MENG!!!!!

KEK!!!!! LOOOO!!!!

PUUU!!!!! PIII!!!!



GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

these are the symptoms of having chemistry exam.
beware of it!

MERDEKA~!

salam~

lets forget about all the politician craze bla bla bla
the rakyat are always united. >.<

whatever happens,
Malaysia will always be in our heart, insyaAllah



happy merdeka day~

tick-a-tock

salam

tick-a-tock tick-a-tock tick-a-tock
is it a knock?

tick-a-tock tick-a-tock tick-a-tock
perhaps someone threw a rock

tick-a-tock tick-a-tock tick-a-tock
a peacock?
whoops! a woodpecker i mean, did it give you a shock?

tick-a-tock tick-a-tock tick-a-tock
i look at the clock

tick-a-tock tick-a-tock tick-a-tock
it won't stop
the time won't stop
the time won't wait for me
what am i doing?

tick-a-tock tick-a-tock tick-a-tock
give myself a knock
don't let the time controls you
as it's you who should control the time

tick-a-tock tick-a-tock tick-a-tock
so it is the clock!

p/s
since when did i have a talent on making rhymes? lol

perhaps

salam

perhaps perhaps perhaps
i think..
maybe maybe maybe

but
will it be?
perhaps perhaps perhaps
can i?
perhaps perhaps perhaps

when can i?
when?
perhaps perhaps perhaps

just get up and do it!
no more perhaps perhaps perhaps!

history 2

salam~

somehow, i found myself attracted to learn the history of Islam in Nusantara

seriously, history in South East Asia is not my favourite one.
but, but, but,
since i just read in iluvislam.com on the history on Siam and Kedah, on our Rumpun Melayu, the candi in Lembah Bujang.

all those are related with Islam,
again, i'm curious.
gossh!

amilah! ko nak blajo bahasa Siam kan?

gooshh.
this is it!
right after the trial exam, i'm going to read Hikayat Raja-raja Pasai and Salatus Salatin.
those books are available in my school library!
but i can't borrow them. T___T
at least i can read them in the library.

when we read more on history, we know more facts, the truth and we may find out that a few thing we learnt are all false.
whatever it is, we must keep on seeking the truth.
Allah is always with us and insyaAllah, with our hardwork on seeking the truth, we too help to return back the time, when Islam is at its peak, the Golden Age of Islam.
InsyaAllah~!

>.<
till then~
salam~

p/s
i went to Kluang last friday and guess what?
i found Mamiya i-can't-remember-which-model. it looks like Hassy.and the price is...RM1387!! 0.0
don't worry my dear Mamiya-san, i will surely make you mine and buy another mamiya tlr for dad.
insyaAllah~!

>.<

history

''HISTORY?
nooo!! can't be!! i hate it!! no!! always get E and D for that! no!''

history,
why does our young generation hates that subject?

well, to be honest,
me too, hate that subject of history for the SEJARAH TINGKATAN 5 syllabus.
especially about our dear Malaysia.
i kinda lost my interest with it.

reading our school history text book won't provide you the complete detail of the event.
so i found it boring to read them.

so, its better for us to search the other trusted sources to read.

i've been reading few history books and travelling book to other countries. all the books i read are the old edition, mainly printed during 60's. well, i really love old books..haha

during the dark ages of the european,
you can look up to SEJARAH TINGKATAN 4 textbook chapter 9
*if i'm not mistaken*.
there, it mention about King Henry VIII who wanted to marry Anne Boleyn, resulting to the separation of the Church of England from the Roman Catholic Church.
At first, he was objected from marrying her but, he secretly married her at last.
i read this from The Children's Book of History.
gosshh..the book is for children and at the young age, they are alreading learning about the kings and the political state of the old kingdoms.

ok.enough with the introduction. LOL
just straight to the point, i want to talk about the Islamic Golden Age.
I haven't read any books about this but i did a little research on the Internet.
i was like ''woohooo...Moslems scientist are the best!''..
also while reading the Children Book of History, there was a Christian king*i can't remember his name* who tried to seek help from an Islamic king, so that he could kill his rival so he could get the throne.
and again i was like ''woohooo''.

somehow, i found reading history is cool.
but not for the Malaysian history school syllabus.
i only like the form 4's syllabus..>.<

i still could not decide on what i want to be in the future.
a pharmacyst? maybe,but i still can't decide.
but when i look up to the list of Islamic scientist and scholars,
MasyaAllah, they are experts in not just one field, but various.
i think i wanna be like them, insyaAllah.

i love reading history on :
-The Golden Age of Islam
-the kingdoms of Scottland, England and others...
-Spain
-mainly the history related with Islam and old English kingdoms
>.<

i think this should be enough for now.
i should focus on revising for exam.
goshhh
pray for me~!

till then, salam~!

congratulations!

salam~

dear awin.
congratulations!
congratulations for your 'hard' work preparing for your exam.
you keep surfing the Internet, reading the manga.
ah..oh well...maybe the ending of gakuen alice will be asked in sejarah paper 2. perhaps.

well awin.
you yourself knew that.
you won't get the best when you do things in the last minutes.
trial is just a week ahead but still, you still procastinating.

congratulation!
congratulation!
congratulation!
congratulation for making yourself failed, disappointing ayah, ibu, teachers and your friends.
congratulations!
can't believe that for all their hopes for you, you just toyed with them.

congratulations awin!
ccongratulations!

PEGI STUDY LA!!!!!!!

*a reminder for myself and for those who are facing the same problem*

till then.
salam~

cherish

salam~


sometimes,
things that you love dearly,
should be cherished.
there are many ways to cherish them.

and keeping them all to yourself,
unveiling them to no one
is much better.

so, its been decided now.
i'll keep them from everyone.

when the time comes, they will be kept no more.
this is to make sure that i'm going to make myself better
this is it!

yosshh!!

till then now.
salam~

punctuality

salam

somehow, our people still lack of puntuality

sorry to say that,
i'm kinda dissapointed with some teachers at my school
sori cikgu! haha..
pity with us students. waiting for too long has really waste our time.
students were told that we should come to school before 7.30 am during Saturdays.

but..
i came at 7.15 a.m, expecting myself to be late.
but..=.=
i was one of the early students to come to school.
and the teachers only came at about 7.45 a.m
and then there's assembly.
the class should start at 8.00 a.m but the assembly took us too long.
so the classes started at 8.20 a.m

heh
such a waste of time for 1 hour.
if the classes are going to start at 8.oo am,
its better to tell us students that we should come before 7.45 a.m
not to mention that the lateness of teachers kinda gave me a bag impression of adults. sorry to say this though.
no wonder my friends were so ok to come late to school since the teachers are late too.
huhu..=.=

and no wonder that our school students lack of punctuality.heh.
we really should fix this out. this will affect us students in our future working life though. and why do we students even have to learn pend.moral and civics if its like this. ehh
i wonder if punctuality is listed as one of the nilai-nilai murni for pend.moral
huhu

no offence though
just a piece of my mind
huhu

i'm grateful that my mum always get mad to me whenever i'm late. she's a very very very punctual. she just don't want anything interrupts her plans.

IF YOU DON'T LIKE WAITING FOR PEOPLE,
THEN DON'T MAKE PEOPLE WAIT FOR YOU.

i've been sticking to that since i realised how much i hate waiting for people

*enjoying my weekend hearing to Bee Gees. Harry potter is on tcs5 tonight! >.<*

awin n yus

salam~
haha!

wawa!!
wawa!!
wawa!!
haha!

x sangke aku..
lihat gambo ni


terjumpe pict ni time bace blog miera
>.<

n yeahh..
pontian
1st pegi da missed nak gath ngan wawa
2nd time pon missed nak gath ngan miera
T___T

kk...study!!
REDOX REACTION ROCKKSSS~!
>.<

salam~

boredom

salam

its amazing how internet could make you sit in front of the screen for hours,
not knowing what to do.
a complete boredom.
but still,
the time flies by

have you done your homework yet?

*missing wawa and farhana and those who ahven't update their blog yet"
p/s : aku da penat tengok blog korang yg belum update lagi, tapi ari2 aku bukak jugak..aaa..rinduuu...

tomorrow, i'm going to pontian again~ for a wedding ceremony of a relative.
jumpe pipah~ yay~

masalah

salam~

bile da semangat nak belajar,
semangat buat nota.
semangat nak buat warna warni

tapi
da warna warni
baru perasan
warna2 tu x sesuai
x matching
nampak serabut
menyakitkan mata
koyak~

nak buat pakai pensel,
simple sangat
keliru

aarrggghhh
lame2
1 jam..
baru siap untuk aerobic respiration

nak sambung anaerobic
aaaa
tensen lagi
last2
on9

goshhh..
aargghhhh
tensen2
=.=

any idea anyone?
kan bes klo aku ni nerd yg xkan bosan blajo n blajo
huuu
maybe tersalah niat kot time nak mula blajo tadi
huuu