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assalamualaykum~

okay, i've been slacking off for a while now.
i kinda lost the mood to update this blog since i'm now into writing diary. haha!
okay i sounds old-fashioned but writing is much better than typing.
well, let's just enjoy these photos as i really don't know what to talk about. lol

first day of SPM....

before maths paper

watched twilight with sis the day after chemistry paper. lunch at pizza hut and the service was suck. the waiter just put the plates like that =.=

me

last paper, sains pertanian. cikgu zarina with her children waited for us for the whole paper >.<

girls-day-out on my birthday with fahna, naya, alifah, zatil and timah. bowling!

*i wore my brother's shoes >.<*

birthday cake. the pict is sort of the same with my previous birthdays. lol

canon-san!

went to watch avatar with family and again, lunch at pizza hut and again, the waiters were sooooo sucked. =.= *the kluan mall one. PH at jalan dato' haji hassan is better*

visited the dairy farm >.<

organising my stationaries. lots and lots of them

karnival jom masuk U at persada. wore brother's shoes. haha!

is it he's foot are too small or mines are too big? LOL

lunch at plaza Kotaraya. there were senamrobik thingy going on down there

making my own planner. so a diary is a diary and a planner is a planner.

two books then >.<

so, i just finished readin Tuhan Manusia by Faisal Tehrani.

it is uberly awefully awesome.

i mean there's lots of new knowledge i had never known before and it provide answers for puzzled-minded teens like me regarding murtad, pluralism and will good, saint-like samaritan people who are not a Muslim will ever go to Jannah/Heaven? Kim of Kimdonesia did talked about her one of her reasons of changing from a Muslim to an atheist. yup, the answer is there and it's stated in the Holy Quran. Surat al-Tawba verse 106.

as for now, i'm reading The Xeno Solution.

and my next projects are :

-one more dress!

-finish making my planner

-finish sewing in-cover of my bag

-camera strap!

yooshh!

that should be enough for now

till then

salam~

outlandish and khaled

salam~

hello everyone~
enjoying Ramadan?
enjoying fasting and ibadah?
alhamdulillah if you do so :)
hope that all of us would get the Taqwa
insyaAllah~

of late, i've been listening to Outlandish's songs.
i'm not the so-called avid fan of nasheed.
but, recently, alhamdulillah, i do listen to some.
some nasheed and nasheed-likey. xp

so these are the songs i'm listening.
they are mainly Yusuf Islam and Outlandish.
i'm still searching for Irfan Makki's songs.
>.<

outlandish - calling you




outlandish - i've seen ft sami yusuf



outlandish - aicha



aa!
the Aicha song,
the one by Outlandish is so sweet,
it's like a man's appreciation towards a women, IMOH.

and the original Aicha song by Cheb Khaled would not stop playing in my head for now.
it's in french~!



*now i can sing in french~!*


i think this should be enough for now.
i must keep focusing on the preparation for trial exam.
gosshh!
do do do pray for me and for all SPM candidates.
>.<

till then,
salam~

p/s
-keep on with our Ramadan checklist! even after Ramadan, insyaAllah

-yam gemok! haha!

history

''HISTORY?
nooo!! can't be!! i hate it!! no!! always get E and D for that! no!''

history,
why does our young generation hates that subject?

well, to be honest,
me too, hate that subject of history for the SEJARAH TINGKATAN 5 syllabus.
especially about our dear Malaysia.
i kinda lost my interest with it.

reading our school history text book won't provide you the complete detail of the event.
so i found it boring to read them.

so, its better for us to search the other trusted sources to read.

i've been reading few history books and travelling book to other countries. all the books i read are the old edition, mainly printed during 60's. well, i really love old books..haha

during the dark ages of the european,
you can look up to SEJARAH TINGKATAN 4 textbook chapter 9
*if i'm not mistaken*.
there, it mention about King Henry VIII who wanted to marry Anne Boleyn, resulting to the separation of the Church of England from the Roman Catholic Church.
At first, he was objected from marrying her but, he secretly married her at last.
i read this from The Children's Book of History.
gosshh..the book is for children and at the young age, they are alreading learning about the kings and the political state of the old kingdoms.

ok.enough with the introduction. LOL
just straight to the point, i want to talk about the Islamic Golden Age.
I haven't read any books about this but i did a little research on the Internet.
i was like ''woohooo...Moslems scientist are the best!''..
also while reading the Children Book of History, there was a Christian king*i can't remember his name* who tried to seek help from an Islamic king, so that he could kill his rival so he could get the throne.
and again i was like ''woohooo''.

somehow, i found reading history is cool.
but not for the Malaysian history school syllabus.
i only like the form 4's syllabus..>.<

i still could not decide on what i want to be in the future.
a pharmacyst? maybe,but i still can't decide.
but when i look up to the list of Islamic scientist and scholars,
MasyaAllah, they are experts in not just one field, but various.
i think i wanna be like them, insyaAllah.

i love reading history on :
-The Golden Age of Islam
-the kingdoms of Scottland, England and others...
-Spain
-mainly the history related with Islam and old English kingdoms
>.<

i think this should be enough for now.
i should focus on revising for exam.
goshhh
pray for me~!

till then, salam~!

ramadhan

salam~

tonight is the first night of ramadhan.
and tomorrow is the first day of fasting

ramadhan
ramadhan
ramadhan
do you love this month?
not the food
but ramadhan itself.
do you?

alhamdulillah that i'm having the trial exam during this month.
why?
i think you guys know the answers..haha
less time to eat means less time wasted
*i took lonnnngggg time to finish a meal..huhu*

whatever it is,
happy fasting~!
and make this Ramadhan better than the previous one.
grab the chances and time that Allah gives to us.

till then
salam~


*classes for the whole week of holiday...gosshh*
*trial exam! wait for me! though i hope you would never exist..lol*

speech

salam

surah Al-Maidah
ayat 32

bacalah~
time baca terjemahan tadi rase cam slalu dengo jek ayat tu.
haha

Sultan Muhammad al-Fateh

salam

tadi kacau2 orang kat ym
then turn si naqib plak
then dy mention sal sultan muhammad al-fateh




Sultan Muhammad al-Fateh
pemimpin Islam yang berjaya membuka Constantinople
ketika umurnya 19 TAHUN

19 TAHUN
19 TAHUN
19 TAHUN

umur beliau 19 TAHUN,
beliau da mencipta sejarah,bukan sahaja sejarah dunia, malahan sejarah dunia Islam.

lihat diri sendiri,
aku umur baru masuk 16 tahun,
herrrmmmm...nak wat perbandingan ngan sultan Muhammad al-Fateh,
bukan x terbanding, tapi rase cam x layak untuk diri ni nak banding2kan diri ngan pemimpin, sebaik2 raja yang ada.

nak tahu kisahnya?
klik link bawah ni

Sultan Muhammad al-Fateh

contoh teladan terbaik untuk remaja2 cam kita ni

k guys
till then~

n credits to naqib coz cerita sal Sultan Muhammad al-Fateh kat aku.
oleh sebab naqib cter dengan besh skali,
x puas dengo cter dy jek, google tros.
hehe

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

salam~

guys...i'm sort of sad right now...
juz finished reading papers...

everything is about the Israel attack on Gaza..
i just can't stand it...to watch those crying women n children...
they lost their husband, dad, brother, mother...
they lost their home..
they lost the place to learn
seems like they lost their smile..

being compared to us..
we are WAY SO LUCKY..

but i think...the lucky one are they, themselve..n also us..
Allah love them...n love us too..
Allah give us so many chances so we can help them..

but do we grab that chance?
do we?
do i?
do u?

looking back to myself..
i feel pathetic..
i donno......................
uurrgghhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

i don't like to just talk, wait n see..
i want to do something..
something that i can help the Palestinian..
at least in a way..i can help them..eventhough its just a small thing..i want to help them..

but what should i do?
i hate this question...urrggggghhhh

i'll do it my way..
may Allah bless me, n you n every muslim..

i donno what to say anymore....
i feel like hitting my head to the wall...
uurrgghhhhhhhhh...

till then..salam~

*i think its better for me to muhasabah myself first*

AWAL MUHARRAM

salam~~

saya ingin mengucapkan..selamat menyambut awal muharram..

alhamdulillah..kita masih lagi diberi peluang hidup untuk kita beribadat kepada Allah

pape pon..1430..moga2 dapat dihadapi dengan tabah~~!
SPM~~!! do the best~~~!!

dan sama2 lah kita mengambil kesempatan ni..review balik diri kita sepanjang 1429 yg lalu..
buang yang keruh ambil yang jernih..

okies...till then..salam~~

bulan senyum~ SMILE~

salam~

ehehe...
tadi lepas maghrib along g luo..cepat2 dy panggil aku..soh tengok bintang n bulan..


awin!! cepat!! bintang n bulan senyum!!

hoh!!
*amek kamera*

a'ah la~

>.<>.< smile~

subhanallah~

tu la tanda kekuasaan Allah

smile~! it's a sunnah~!

btw..petang tadi g jogging ngan shikin jo n falsha~!
besh~!!
ehehe
korang~nanti jogging lagi yok~!!
>.< *seyes aku x leh cakap banyak2 ngan falsha.. nanti ade jek tetibe aku blur cakap bende pelik2..LOL..suke la falsha gelakkan aku nanti..* ikin jo~ gudluck untuk khamis ni~! >.<>.<>.<

hospital

salam...

huhu...malam ni tetibe jek x leh bukak malakat..T__T

ok2..asal tetibe post aku kali ni sal hospital?

pada hari ahad yg lalu..
pak cik aku iaitu suami adek ayah aku dimasukkan ke wad..kene sirosis hati..huhu

aku x nak cter banyak pasal tu...
cume....


bler kite masok hospital..macam2 muke kite boleh lihat.
ade yg cemas...
ade yg sedeyh..
ade yang menangis..
ade yg penat..
ade yg gembira..

tapi...ekspresi muke aku...
aku pon x dapat nk gambarkan...
bler tengok keadaan pak cik aku...nak bernafas pon susah..
huhu..

alhamdulillah...pada waktu ni..aku boleh bernafas..
tubuh aku sihat..aku boleh bergerak sendiri..
tapi..
tapi..
tapi..
bler2 mase jek Allah boleh tarik balek sume tu kan?

x kire la kite kaya....
miskin....
or ape2 status...
kite ni hanyalah hamba Allah yang lemah..

dalam kite kesakitan...
pasti ade hikmah...
mungkin waktu tu Allah hapuskan dosa kita..
dan mungkin sebagai ujian kepada kita...
bler Allah beri kita ujian..itu tandanya Allah sayangkan kite kan??

katil depan pakcik aku tu...
pesakitnye...meninggal malam tu..
innalillahiwainnailaihirajiun..

aku ingat lagi..
malam tu..aku tengok mungkin isterinya menangis..
bler aku n parents aku nak kluo..
ade budak pompuan..dalam baya2 aku...n family dy..
dak pompuan tu menangis...
aku rase..yg meninggal tadi tu mungkin ayah dy..

dalam waktu yg sama...tempat yang same..
ayah dy meninggal...tapi ayah aku ade lagi di sisi aku..
alhamdulillah..
aku masih lagi ade waktu untuk aku berbakti kat ayah aku...

pagi tu..aku n parents aku pegi la lawat pak cik aku..
sambil2 duduk kat lobby atas..tengok kat bawah ade cafeteria...

tengok orang2 laen..
ade satu pasangan ni..n satu lelaki tua..
mungkin ayah pompuan tu..
dorang amek makanan...
ayah dorang tunggu..
dorang memula kasi ayah dorang roti..
pastu yg pompuan tu share pinggan nasi dy ngan ayah dy..

tapi...
dy x suapkan pon ayah dy...dy da gaul2kan nasi..
then sudu tu dy kasi kat ayah dy..huhu

mungkin...satu hari nanti..cenggitu ke aku nanti??
time mak ayah aku saket...cane aku akan layan dorang?
huhu..aku harap setiap masa parents aku still hidup..aku nak bersama dorang..klo dorang saket...
aku nk jage dorang camane dorang jage aku time aku saket dulu2...
aminn...

da lame x melawat hospital...
banyak sangat pengajaran aku dapat....
bler kite tengok keadaan orang laen..kita cube tengok pada diri kita...
untungnya kita ni..huhu


dengo cter skunk..pakcik aku tu da semakin sembuh..
alhamdulillah~
moga2 Allah panjangkan umur beliau..
aminn..



eheh..lawo hospital ni..hospital sultan ismail jb..
x crowded sangat..n x pening2 sangat dalam dy..>.<

till then~ salam~

kem kerlipan bintang 2

salam~

ok..sekarang...izinkan saya untuk mencoretkan sedikit pengalaman dan pengajaran yang telah saya peroleh dari kem kerlipan bintang yang lalu..



1. hubungan antara saya dan rakan2 baik saya semakin erat..ukhuwah fillah~ saya semakin sayang kepada rakan2 saya..sayang sangat~ insyaAllah kami akan bersama-sama berusaha untuk memperbaiki diri dalam menjadi hamba yang lebih baik.
teringat kata2 falsha sewaktu kami baru belajar salam semut2..

''weih..next year kite salam cenggini la..lantak la orang nak kate skema ke ape~aku nk kite sume salam cenggini~''

sejuk hati...>.<
dan ada juga luahan perasaan rakan2 saya yang amat mengharukan saya..
awin sayang korang kerana Allah~ >.<

2. saya baru dapat melihat kelebihan atau the other side of budak2 lelaki sekolah saya yang saya x pernah melihatnya di sekolah..oleh itu, terbit di hati saya, alhamdulillah saya melihatnya..saya akan berusaha untuk lebih menghormati mereka kerana sepanjang di sekolah..saya x mampu untuk menghormati budak2 lelaki di sekolah saya kerana saya x pernah lihat apa sebab saya perlu berbuat sedemikian..
mungkin sepanjang masa ini, saya hanya melihat apa yang saya mahu lihat..dan untuk tahun hadapan, saya akan berusaha memberi lebih peluang kepada rakan2 lelaki untuk mengambil lead..err...juga menghormati apa jua pendapat mereka...kerana sebelum ini..pernah juga bercerita2 dengan mereka..bila ada sket perbincangan serius or ape2..ada yang cepat saja mengiyakan pendapat saya..ohhh please..tolong la..aku dapat pmr straight a x bermakna sume aku cakap tu btol..=.=
papepon..saya nak lihat..kami semua berubah kepada yg lebih baik~>.<
*maaf..saya agak egois*

3.betapa kerdilnya kita, manusia hidup di dunia ini.
betapa kita, manusia amat memerlukan perlindungan Allah..sebongkak, sehebat , sekaya , sepandai mana pon kita, kepada Allah juga kita akan memohon perlindungan.
tidak perlu takut atau gentar kepada makhluk lain. kerana mereka juga ciptaan Allah.

4.dapat pengalaman baru. pertama kali tengok orang histeria..bagaimana kita nk bantu handle keadaan tu..mungkin pada lain waktu kelak..kita boleh membantu

5.saya sayang junior saya~ kak win! kak win! >.<
rasa makin rapat sket ngan dorang..sebab da naek pagi.da x bape rapat sangat da..rapat pon x ramai sangat..harap2 naik sekolah nanti, dapatlah saya meluangkan lebih masa dengan mereka~ >.<

6.kem ni banyak beri pendekatan Islam kepada kami semua. terima kasih juga kepada fasi2 yang banyak membimbing kami...rasa bersyukur sangat dapat join kem ni sebab macam kena dengan waktu geng2 saya nk cuba berubah..>.<

7.ini merupakan kali pertama menyertai kem yg smooth sangat..xde rase boring...walaupun ade juga la yg tertunda tapi memang x rasa bosan..rasa semua masa terisi...>.<
tapi ada jugak la rindu kat dak2 malakat..>.<

8. sayang juga kepada cikgu2 yang setia masakkan yg sedap2 untuk kami semua...makan urap~uhh..sedap~ >.<..pastu ayam BBQ lagi..>.<
terima kasih cikgu~ >.<

9.tazkirah oleh akak2 fasi especially kak sya tentang perlunya kita muhasabah diri kita..tentang tompok2 hitam di hati ini..cinta Allah dan kembali kepada Allah.
n pasal cornea~ >.<

10.juga tentang rakan2 saya yg merangkap ketua2 kumpulan...terima kasih kerana banyak membantu saya terutamanya waktu saya kena jaga junior saya..
eheh...memang kami semua menepati syarat saya..>.<
''klo korang nak aku jadi penghuluwati..korang kene sama2 tolong aku gak''
tengs korang~n falsha gak~ yg slalu ganti aku jadi ketua kumpulan~ besh sangat2 satu kumpulan ngan ko~layan~~ >.<

lagi....rasa macam banyak lagi...tapi cukup lah sampai di sini sahaja..hehe
di kesempatan ini..saya ingin meminta maaf jika ada keterlanjuran bahasa, terluka kan hati dan sebagainya kepada semua pihak yang terlibat dalam kem ni..n terima kasih juga kepada semua pihak~ >.<
buat la lagi kem macam ni..nk join~ nk join~ >.<


ni sedikit catatan sewaktu taklimat malam..haha..lukis gambo fasi2 bio x lupe name...>.<

till then~
salam~

may these pictures tell all my stories..