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assalamualaykum~

okay, i've been slacking off for a while now.
i kinda lost the mood to update this blog since i'm now into writing diary. haha!
okay i sounds old-fashioned but writing is much better than typing.
well, let's just enjoy these photos as i really don't know what to talk about. lol

first day of SPM....

before maths paper

watched twilight with sis the day after chemistry paper. lunch at pizza hut and the service was suck. the waiter just put the plates like that =.=

me

last paper, sains pertanian. cikgu zarina with her children waited for us for the whole paper >.<

girls-day-out on my birthday with fahna, naya, alifah, zatil and timah. bowling!

*i wore my brother's shoes >.<*

birthday cake. the pict is sort of the same with my previous birthdays. lol

canon-san!

went to watch avatar with family and again, lunch at pizza hut and again, the waiters were sooooo sucked. =.= *the kluan mall one. PH at jalan dato' haji hassan is better*

visited the dairy farm >.<

organising my stationaries. lots and lots of them

karnival jom masuk U at persada. wore brother's shoes. haha!

is it he's foot are too small or mines are too big? LOL

lunch at plaza Kotaraya. there were senamrobik thingy going on down there

making my own planner. so a diary is a diary and a planner is a planner.

two books then >.<

so, i just finished readin Tuhan Manusia by Faisal Tehrani.

it is uberly awefully awesome.

i mean there's lots of new knowledge i had never known before and it provide answers for puzzled-minded teens like me regarding murtad, pluralism and will good, saint-like samaritan people who are not a Muslim will ever go to Jannah/Heaven? Kim of Kimdonesia did talked about her one of her reasons of changing from a Muslim to an atheist. yup, the answer is there and it's stated in the Holy Quran. Surat al-Tawba verse 106.

as for now, i'm reading The Xeno Solution.

and my next projects are :

-one more dress!

-finish making my planner

-finish sewing in-cover of my bag

-camera strap!

yooshh!

that should be enough for now

till then

salam~

today

assalamualaykum~ :)

what i did today :

1. GARDENING

i planted common cosmos flower seeds that i just bought yesterday. can't wait for them to grow and bloom >.<
and the scientific name for common cosmos is cosmos bipinnatus.

i need these

soil

wet the soil

the seeds

>.<

and no need to bury the seeds

voila!

dad! >.<

2. MAKING 2010 SCHEDULE BOOK

the one i bought. it's cute but...i'm not satisfied with it. gaahh, anyone want this book for free? answer this question : what did i eat during lunch today?

reuse old papers! yay!

simple! and yeah, still have no idea for the cover. >.<

inside

today's notes

sticky notes!

and this is how my room looks like when i make my own books >.<

alhamdulillah,
i used my last day of 2009 wisely.
but! there are still some work i have not done yet.
yooshh!

ok guys,
happy new year!

till then
salam~

new dress with my sister

assalamualaykum~ :)

today, i made a new dress.
it is brown in colour with lovely patterns.
it is actually my second dress that i made.
the first one was a failure. T___T

today, we went shopping for groceries.
afterwards, i went to the so-called city forest at my place.
it's been awhile since i had a lovely day out like today.

hi, i'm wearing the new dress *canon-san hanging on me*

waahh, the trees sure are tall, i want to reach the top, i wish

wings! get out and let me fly! *woooshhh* *flies*
canon-san! get ready! we'r going to take soem photos up there!

after taking a walk and taking some photos and few arguements with my sis *its normal >.<*, we went back home as it was about to dark

no more films

my petite lil older sis :)

today was again, lovely.
having a day out of home refreshes me so much.
and you may too. :)

till then,
salam~

afterwards

assalamualaykum
good morning :)

yesterday was a blast!
i had so much fun hanging out with farhana, nadia, timah, alifah, zatil and the others.
goosh, thank you so much for making my 17th birthday so special.
not even a moment missed without our laughter, and giggles or grins.
i appreciate it so much, girls. >.<

and thank you for everyone who wished me for my birthday,
the ones who called me. along gemuk!! and wawa too. thank you.
also my beloved parents, ayah and ibu, you guys are my everything. >.<

last morning, when i woke up,
there's a towel beside me. okay, i don't go to school anymore since i'm no longer a schoolgirl. but it was that, my mum tried to wake me up countless of times as we are going to the morning market. but to no avail, i didn't even open my eyes.
luckily, i woke up by myself, and i managed to join them. haha!

but still, it feels weird.
you know, for almost eleven years, mum would wake me up for school,
but now. no more school.
it felt like i don't know what to do for the whole day. gaaahhh

still, we must keep moving forward with our life.
therefore, i've made a few plans for the time being.
i hope i could make full use of my free time from now on.
insya-Allah :)

and yeah, the photo above, the three teddy cases, uhhh,
since there would be no more school for us, so it would be hard for us to be together like always. yam, bedah, my friends, my classmates, my teachers, the cats at school, i'm soooooo gonna miss you guys ssooooo soooo muuchh!
>.<

till then
salam~

and HAPPY NEW YEAR for the moslems. >.<

gonna fly now

salam~

hi all~
i'm still standing, yup.
i had few falls from the disasterous SPM exam. grr..
but still,
hey!!
i haven't give up yet, nope!

never look down!
keep on heading towards your dreams.
yooosshhh!
*just like those flowers, they never face away from the sun, right?*

till then,
salam~

weekly update~

salam ~

tralalalala~
so the update for this week :

1. monday : no more monday blues~ yay!

2.tuesday : tralala, nothing interesting, maybe

3.wednesday : my wooden fan which i got from a wedding...T___T, it was broken now..huu..jia li......

the fan...

we played with it for a while, haha!

me~

jia li in rajin-mode

4.thursday! haha! the most interesting day!

- we had BM class from 1.05 to 2.30pm.
- its obvious that students would prefer to sleep
during that time
- bedah couldn't resist the sleepiness that she was
half-sleep and tersengguk-sengguk, you know,
the half-opened and half-closed eye lid. haha!
- i saw bedah like that, so i laughed.
- i told huay huay to look at bedah, and she too,
laughed
-amazingly, huay huay couldn't stop laughing
and she went on laughing for about 5 minutes.
- it was so weird for me, haha! i was like :

awin : oii! huay2! asal ni? da la tu ketawa. berhenti
la!
huay2: ahahahahaha, hahahahahah, hahahha
*nonstop*
awin : oiii~ huay huay! da la tu, berhenti la ketawa

- teacher was teaching in front though. haha
- then suddenly she stopped laughing, so i asked.

awin : ehh, da berhenti da?
huay2 : tak lagi, saya tahan kejap

-for less than few minutes, she continued laughing. haha!

pity bedah, she was wondering why huay2 were laughing at her. haha!
then huay2 stopped and i saw bedah was about to fall asleep again, so i asked huay2 to look at her again. LOL

huay2 refused but she did and couldn't stop laughing again. haha!

then she said~

huay2 : awin jahat! awak suruh saya tengok bedah, saya x leh nak berhenti ketawa, awin jahat!

awin : ek eleh, kenapa saya pulak, awak tu yg x berhenti2 ketawa, saya ketawa sekejap jek

haha!
it was the first time i ever saw someone who could laugh for that long.. LOL

sadly, i didn't bring my camera on that day..=.=

friday : just ordinary..

saturday! : i went to johor and met maziah n zatil at angsana. haha! never thought that we would meet again at angsana again. haha!

road to home

sunday : one day studying history >.<>

stress

hello *peeks*

salam~

its been awhile eh?
spm thingy, exam, school, raya thingy and more stuff.
congratulations to them~!
they managed to make me stressed up.

duuuhh....
at least i did go to school today despite of having the so-called monday blues.
thanx to mum she forced me to go to school..
haha! >.<

well, till now,
at school, blah blah blah blah blah
the hi-tea program was a disappointing one -for me and few of my friends.
at least makanan tu yg besh2 la sket..baru berbaloi bayo sorang rm20..huu..
but still, thank you teachers~!

and and and,
i managed to maintain my sanity at school.
except during english, i constantly disrupt the PnP. sorry madam ong~!
its just that i can't help myself from feeling sleepy and yet i don't want to sleep....
so....
i kept on disturbing huay2, jia li, joking with yam and making weird signs to aben..LOL
but i survived the class..haha!

madam ong : are u ready, class?
awin : YESSS!!! *slow tone* ready what?
huay2 : LOL awin!

hhaha!
ok.
must keep on focusing on spm
10 A+!! yoosshh!!
n happy birthday to fahna gemuk~!
its her birthday today. >.<

till then.
salam~

1Malaysia

salam~

this is our school's 2009 Merdeka project.
tralalalala~

*got no idea to type*

books

salam~

so these are the books i just borrowed from the school library last morning.


THE GIFT : just finished reading this evening. a heart warming story of a pair of sisters and their bloody mother. gosh, it was quite hard to understand those accents. haha..kasar betul la percakapan dorang ni..haha

read the title..haha..i know that this book is for the teachers to read. but since no one ever borrow it, why don't i try to read it. haha! quite interesting for me

ROME~! the pictures are interesting, the kings and the legends.
>.<

so school ended today.
only 14 out of 27 students of my class were present today.

and for tomorrow, i'm going help mum for Eid Fitri preparation.
we are going to the morning market. i hope the nyonya selling old stock and thrifted handbags will be there. the bags are cheap and beautiful! i'm a fan now.haha

till then now.
salam~

exam is over

salam~

trial exam is officially over~!
for me but not for those who are taking other elective subjects.
>.<

click to enlarge : exam timetable - all crossed out! yay!


the books : seriously, i have to put the books like this rather than in arranging them in the bookshelf. they are kinda crying for me to open them whenever i see them arranged like that..haha!

study table : this is my 2nd table. the first is the one facing the window. but i like this better. it's small, mobile and polka-dotted! haha..it was made by my dad long time ago..haha!

so the exam was quite okay...
but i'm not satisfied with myself. i don't think i did my best for this exam like i was supposed to.
especially add maths..T____T

even so, i didn't target too high for my marks.
at least i have a maximum and minimum target. >.<

and for tomorrow,
i still have to go to school eventhough i don't have any papers.
all my friends are going to be absent, busy with hari raya preparation.
but my mum insists me to go to school. she just don't want me to get punished for being absent.
then i would just sit in the library, doing homeworks and read books.

ahh!
i read Let's Travel to the Holy Land today at the library.
Jerusalem, the Jews, Christians, and Moslems.
what book should i read tomorrow?
>.<

i think this should be enough for now.

till then,
salam~

goodluck for those sitting for other papers!
>.<