funny

assalamualaykum~

*inhales* *exhales*
haha, okay.
how should i start this.errmm

it's funny that how much you are angry towards someone,
and yet you keep that anger just to yourself.
people say that hypocrites are those who badmouth or do something bad behind someone.
is it okay if would just spitting crap and swears but just to myself *monologue? cakap dalam hati?*
i'm not that goody-goody kind of girl who always wanted to appear as a kind person
but telling others bout someone's badness sort of give me a bad image or rather it doesn't make me feel good in a way.
and even if i would just post it up in this blog, it would ruin my so-called yayness. huh.


fine, i would just keep on swearing to myself....*dalam hati...kot*
gaaaaaahhh,

yayness! save me!

*my english is bad. gahh!*

till then,
salam~

2010 wishlist

assalamualaykum~

hi guys, haha.

well, these are what i want for this year. >.<

 

SLR camera, *the smaller the better* >.<

 LC-A or LC-A+ >.<

  

 other stuff *too girly ait? haha* and fuji instax too!

and what i did yesterday..

 

making the header for this blog >.<

 a little addings >.<

 the making-of scene >.<

  

 bought a notebook *i bought it for no reason, it's just too eyecatching >.<*

 

>.<

okay, now i need to finish typing my works. yooshh!!

geez, somehow i feel shy posting these stuff here lol >.<

till then,

salam~

friends

FRIENDS

ain 

 akiem

anas 

aning
arryna 

atey 

 ayeez 

fahna 

fawwaz 

fisa 

hairil
harith 

ina 

laili 

miera 

mokhzani

nadya 

najmi 

pakndak

nia 

shafiq
timah  

naqib 

rusyda 

wawa 

 zida

PHOTOGRAPHY PEEPS

 akiem

fahna 

fawwaz

pakndak

shafiq

for those who wants to join this list or that i forgot to add you, do tell me by commenting on this post

inspirations

INSPIRATIONS

mijonju's hang out 

tokyo polaroids 

abbytryagain 

no penny for them

bakrihafizhisham 

jollygoo 

hibika 

creativity prompt 

desgin for mankind 

decor8 

emila yusof 

 the cherry blossom girl 

a cup of jo 

design is mine 

creature comforts 

poppytalk 

poppytalk handmade artist 

diana rikasari 

elisa blaha 

style rookie 

tia loves coffee 

sally scott 

bread of many 

my milk toof 

CHANGE!

assalamualaykum~!

okay, just a short announcement.

gaaaaah, okay. buruburburburburbrubr.

there will be some changes on this blog.
okay, i'm a bit in a dilemma now but, yeah, i've made my decision.
i thought that i would ditch this blog and go for my new blog *so mean of me =.=*
buuuut!
i'll keep updating this blog instead.
ahahahahahahahahaha

i don't know what's up with me for awhile now, LOL
well, whatever.
just wait.
hope that i'll enjoy my time updating this blog onwards.
>.<
YAY!

okay, till then
salam~
>.<

random

assalamualaykum~

okay, i've been slacking off for a while now.
i kinda lost the mood to update this blog since i'm now into writing diary. haha!
okay i sounds old-fashioned but writing is much better than typing.
well, let's just enjoy these photos as i really don't know what to talk about. lol

first day of SPM....

before maths paper

watched twilight with sis the day after chemistry paper. lunch at pizza hut and the service was suck. the waiter just put the plates like that =.=

me

last paper, sains pertanian. cikgu zarina with her children waited for us for the whole paper >.<

girls-day-out on my birthday with fahna, naya, alifah, zatil and timah. bowling!

*i wore my brother's shoes >.<*

birthday cake. the pict is sort of the same with my previous birthdays. lol

canon-san!

went to watch avatar with family and again, lunch at pizza hut and again, the waiters were sooooo sucked. =.= *the kluan mall one. PH at jalan dato' haji hassan is better*

visited the dairy farm >.<

organising my stationaries. lots and lots of them

karnival jom masuk U at persada. wore brother's shoes. haha!

is it he's foot are too small or mines are too big? LOL

lunch at plaza Kotaraya. there were senamrobik thingy going on down there

making my own planner. so a diary is a diary and a planner is a planner.

two books then >.<

so, i just finished readin Tuhan Manusia by Faisal Tehrani.

it is uberly awefully awesome.

i mean there's lots of new knowledge i had never known before and it provide answers for puzzled-minded teens like me regarding murtad, pluralism and will good, saint-like samaritan people who are not a Muslim will ever go to Jannah/Heaven? Kim of Kimdonesia did talked about her one of her reasons of changing from a Muslim to an atheist. yup, the answer is there and it's stated in the Holy Quran. Surat al-Tawba verse 106.

as for now, i'm reading The Xeno Solution.

and my next projects are :

-one more dress!

-finish making my planner

-finish sewing in-cover of my bag

-camera strap!

yooshh!

that should be enough for now

till then

salam~

new blog!

assalamualaykum~

hand-brain coordination

and i'm not going to delete this blog of course!

haha! i'll keep using this blog for personal purposes like updating my everyday life so that i could keep on touch with u guys

and and and, the new blog would be the place where my photos, DIY project and sketches and etc. you know, stuff like those. haha!

i don't know, i'm feeling a bit nervous right now. LOL

haha, i'll update more tomorrow.

thanx guys!

till then~

salam~

bye 2009, hello 2010

assalamualaykum :)

for now, let's talk about 2009.

2009 taught me many lessons, brought me to a new kind of me.

1. i learned how to control my emotions

2. for the first time ever, i fell into a deep depression but alhamdulillah, with the help of my mum, my teachers and of course myself, i managed to get over with it.

3. SPM, i don't know what to say anymore. but i love those every moments of it.

4. friends, yeah, i've been thinking and thinking and thinking about friends around me. and, let me keep my thoughts to myself only. :)

5. family, we faced the hardship together, we enjoy ourselves, support ourselves, and no matter what happens, we will always be together, for sure, insyaAllah.

6.time, i took it for granted. and i've learned my lessons.

7.adulthood, sometimes teenagers are just too eager to step into adulthood that they ended up on the wrong path, and i hoped that i'm on the right track and all of us would be given a chance to make amend of ourselves.

8.money, i really should use my money wisely. :(

9.people, meeting with new peoples, befriended with new ones on the Internet and etc, it simply shines our day. :) also with likes and dislikes, each of us do have one, right?

10.photography, i love love love it and i'm still in search of my own identity through it and i'm sure that the photos i took are the ones i see through my eyes.

i might missed some points but for now, these are the ones that i had in my mind.
as for my 2009 resolutions, i've completely forgotten of it.
but still, for next year, i'm not sticking with yearly resolutions but instead, it would be monthly or weekly resolutions. >.<

this year is the most memorable year i had.
SPM, 17th birthday with Farhana, Timah and others, went to cinema for the first time, having fun with classmates and all sorts of events and stuff.
i truly appreciate them and now, i'm looking forward for 2010.

lastly,
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

*yay for me for making my own schedule book! >.<*

till then,
salam~

today

assalamualaykum~ :)

what i did today :

1. GARDENING

i planted common cosmos flower seeds that i just bought yesterday. can't wait for them to grow and bloom >.<
and the scientific name for common cosmos is cosmos bipinnatus.

i need these

soil

wet the soil

the seeds

>.<

and no need to bury the seeds

voila!

dad! >.<

2. MAKING 2010 SCHEDULE BOOK

the one i bought. it's cute but...i'm not satisfied with it. gaahh, anyone want this book for free? answer this question : what did i eat during lunch today?

reuse old papers! yay!

simple! and yeah, still have no idea for the cover. >.<

inside

today's notes

sticky notes!

and this is how my room looks like when i make my own books >.<

alhamdulillah,
i used my last day of 2009 wisely.
but! there are still some work i have not done yet.
yooshh!

ok guys,
happy new year!

till then
salam~

new dress with my sister

assalamualaykum~ :)

today, i made a new dress.
it is brown in colour with lovely patterns.
it is actually my second dress that i made.
the first one was a failure. T___T

today, we went shopping for groceries.
afterwards, i went to the so-called city forest at my place.
it's been awhile since i had a lovely day out like today.

hi, i'm wearing the new dress *canon-san hanging on me*

waahh, the trees sure are tall, i want to reach the top, i wish

wings! get out and let me fly! *woooshhh* *flies*
canon-san! get ready! we'r going to take soem photos up there!

after taking a walk and taking some photos and few arguements with my sis *its normal >.<*, we went back home as it was about to dark

no more films

my petite lil older sis :)

today was again, lovely.
having a day out of home refreshes me so much.
and you may too. :)

till then,
salam~

boredom

salam~

seriously, i've got no idea what to blog on.
i felt lifeless
no more school
no school no life....gaahh!

and excessive boredom would eventually results to these :






geez, i hoped that any Islamophobiac person won't think of me as a terrorist.
i'm just an ordinary girl.haha!

ok now
till then
salam~

afterwards

assalamualaykum
good morning :)

yesterday was a blast!
i had so much fun hanging out with farhana, nadia, timah, alifah, zatil and the others.
goosh, thank you so much for making my 17th birthday so special.
not even a moment missed without our laughter, and giggles or grins.
i appreciate it so much, girls. >.<

and thank you for everyone who wished me for my birthday,
the ones who called me. along gemuk!! and wawa too. thank you.
also my beloved parents, ayah and ibu, you guys are my everything. >.<

last morning, when i woke up,
there's a towel beside me. okay, i don't go to school anymore since i'm no longer a schoolgirl. but it was that, my mum tried to wake me up countless of times as we are going to the morning market. but to no avail, i didn't even open my eyes.
luckily, i woke up by myself, and i managed to join them. haha!

but still, it feels weird.
you know, for almost eleven years, mum would wake me up for school,
but now. no more school.
it felt like i don't know what to do for the whole day. gaaahhh

still, we must keep moving forward with our life.
therefore, i've made a few plans for the time being.
i hope i could make full use of my free time from now on.
insya-Allah :)

and yeah, the photo above, the three teddy cases, uhhh,
since there would be no more school for us, so it would be hard for us to be together like always. yam, bedah, my friends, my classmates, my teachers, the cats at school, i'm soooooo gonna miss you guys ssooooo soooo muuchh!
>.<

till then
salam~

and HAPPY NEW YEAR for the moslems. >.<

SPM

assalamualaykum :)

alhamdulillah, SPM just ended yesterday and the whole process went quite well. i was healthy from the start till the end and i never fell asleep while answering the question though i was so sleepy sometimes. haha!
there's no way i would sleep during SPM exam.

for the first day, which was Bahasa Melayu,
we were supposed to start at 8.00 am but we ended up starting the exam at 8.10 am as a result of our school teachers delivering their long long long speech. especially hte principal. haha

and the ketua pengawas, wow,
she is tall, beautiful, a bit barbaric, scary, her voice could already make us shiver for being frightened.

well, i don't think i would like to tell all of the details on every papers.
like what people said,
memories should be kept and be cherished. i mean, i want to keep them all to myself. and actually, i don't think i want to write all the things i did during exams. heck, why do i have to report everything on my blog? *but i've already done it* LOL

but i really enjoyed myself.
haha, the flutter in the stomach while answering the questions, the nervousness, the sigh of relieves and all sorts of feelings.

but you know,
i felt like i really really was freed err, merdeka after the chemsitry papers.
i went straight home, running and jumping around in the house, screaming like a mad person. haha, all the killer subjects are gone.
and the only one left was sains pertanian.
and alhamdulillah, i managed to answer it quite well.

few sweet memories during the exam are :
1. the ketua pengawas is actually a clumsy and cute person. but she's not a klutz. haha!
2. the pengawas-es helped us to save our bags from the heavy rain while we were busy answering sejarah question paper >.<

haha, did i wrote too long for now?
and yeah, spotted questions are quite nonsense. ahhhh.
but i've gotta say that i really really really really love chemistry. >.<>
till then
salam~