the war

salam~

SPM is coming
its coming
coming
coming
coming
coming
BOOMM!!


i take 10 subjects.
and i have 10 days for spm.
cheers for chemistry~!

20 nov 2009
twilight new moon~!!!

but i don't think i'm going to watch it that day.
T___T
go go go!
pray for me.
pleaaassssee.

yosshh!!
insyaAllah!
i can do it!
yooshh!!!

till then
salam~

the war

the war

doc marten~

salam~

*cough*
please, for awhile,
let me in my own world,
free from SPM fever.
dusshh dusshh

*hello~i'm the boots owned by the cherry blossom girl*

ok now,
i'm seriously falling heads over heels with doc marten floral boots.
gooshh
please let me have one..pleeeeaaassssseee...
>.<




well, i don't really know why
but its quite impossible to find one.
since it's no longer made now.
i hope that i'm lucky enough to find one somewhere somehow

well, i think, lets just make one.
ok!
its the number one DIY project after spm
yooshh!!
>.<

till then~
salam~

dear teachers

salam~

i dedicate this song to all my teachers
especially those who teach me in SMKDHHY
and also in SMSJ and and and my previous teachers during the primary school days~ >.<



this is my fav scene in the movie



haha!
just because this 'to sir with love' song was mentioned in the essay i received today, i can't stop singing it the whole day.
>.<

majlis restu spm thingy will only be conducted few days before spm.
but lets just make this earlier. >.<
*thanx to fawwaz on his picts on his school's majlis restu ilmu*

stress

hello *peeks*

salam~

its been awhile eh?
spm thingy, exam, school, raya thingy and more stuff.
congratulations to them~!
they managed to make me stressed up.

duuuhh....
at least i did go to school today despite of having the so-called monday blues.
thanx to mum she forced me to go to school..
haha! >.<

well, till now,
at school, blah blah blah blah blah
the hi-tea program was a disappointing one -for me and few of my friends.
at least makanan tu yg besh2 la sket..baru berbaloi bayo sorang rm20..huu..
but still, thank you teachers~!

and and and,
i managed to maintain my sanity at school.
except during english, i constantly disrupt the PnP. sorry madam ong~!
its just that i can't help myself from feeling sleepy and yet i don't want to sleep....
so....
i kept on disturbing huay2, jia li, joking with yam and making weird signs to aben..LOL
but i survived the class..haha!

madam ong : are u ready, class?
awin : YESSS!!! *slow tone* ready what?
huay2 : LOL awin!

hhaha!
ok.
must keep on focusing on spm
10 A+!! yoosshh!!
n happy birthday to fahna gemuk~!
its her birthday today. >.<

till then.
salam~

1Malaysia

salam~

this is our school's 2009 Merdeka project.
tralalalala~

*got no idea to type*

study mode

salam~

study mode : ON!!

err..should i say, sketching mode?
>.<

i'm just trying to study in a fun and less stressing way.

till then~
salam~

*going to terengganu tomorrow*

eid mubarak

salam~

happy eid mubarak~!

so how was your first day of eid mubarak?
mine was okay though it was kinda less merry than the previous years.

these are the reasons that i could think of :

1.i'm grown up : i have lots of worries than i do before..haha
2.SPM is around the corner : i'm counting the hours...ahh
3.homeworks : i've got tonnes of them to be done within this week
4.less duit raya : only rm15 for my first day..T__T
5.cholesterol : LOL..i eat less ketupat and rendang as i was scared when i look at those oils and fats..gahh..haha
6.sugar : another one..haha..we should drink less cordial and sweet drinks
7.my grandma n grandpa : they are all dead now...T___T


but still,
i'm looking forward for the days ahead.
>.<

rock all day

rock all day
by outlandish



it's not a nasheed though.
ehemmm...
moleskine!
piqpiq~ fahna~
moleskine~!

books

salam~

so these are the books i just borrowed from the school library last morning.


THE GIFT : just finished reading this evening. a heart warming story of a pair of sisters and their bloody mother. gosh, it was quite hard to understand those accents. haha..kasar betul la percakapan dorang ni..haha

read the title..haha..i know that this book is for the teachers to read. but since no one ever borrow it, why don't i try to read it. haha! quite interesting for me

ROME~! the pictures are interesting, the kings and the legends.
>.<

so school ended today.
only 14 out of 27 students of my class were present today.

and for tomorrow, i'm going help mum for Eid Fitri preparation.
we are going to the morning market. i hope the nyonya selling old stock and thrifted handbags will be there. the bags are cheap and beautiful! i'm a fan now.haha

till then now.
salam~

exam is over

salam~

trial exam is officially over~!
for me but not for those who are taking other elective subjects.
>.<

click to enlarge : exam timetable - all crossed out! yay!


the books : seriously, i have to put the books like this rather than in arranging them in the bookshelf. they are kinda crying for me to open them whenever i see them arranged like that..haha!

study table : this is my 2nd table. the first is the one facing the window. but i like this better. it's small, mobile and polka-dotted! haha..it was made by my dad long time ago..haha!

so the exam was quite okay...
but i'm not satisfied with myself. i don't think i did my best for this exam like i was supposed to.
especially add maths..T____T

even so, i didn't target too high for my marks.
at least i have a maximum and minimum target. >.<

and for tomorrow,
i still have to go to school eventhough i don't have any papers.
all my friends are going to be absent, busy with hari raya preparation.
but my mum insists me to go to school. she just don't want me to get punished for being absent.
then i would just sit in the library, doing homeworks and read books.

ahh!
i read Let's Travel to the Holy Land today at the library.
Jerusalem, the Jews, Christians, and Moslems.
what book should i read tomorrow?
>.<

i think this should be enough for now.

till then,
salam~

goodluck for those sitting for other papers!
>.<

lesson

everything pays

To everything there is a season

prioritise and consistency.

bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian

anymore?

lessons learnt

.

present

salam everyone~
how was last night?
had your qiam all right?
>.<

so the photo below here, it's a box.
a present from my mother.
but who is ''Cha''?

haha...wellllllll.....its my name..LOL
nama manja or nickname.
only my mum calls me that name.
and i only respond to her but not anyone else if they call me Cha.
haha!

*i have lots and lots of nicknames that my mom calls me.
even ''nyiiaauuuu~''...ahahahahha...i know its kinda weird but that shows how we love each other..>.<



and the present was...
BROOCHES!! *do correct my spelling as i'm not sure with it..haha*
brooches for the upcoming hari raya.
she went to bazaar ramadhan with my sister and i couldn't follow them...exam...sigh

but she bought them for me.
sorry but no pictures of them..hhaha
they are black..BLACK!!
goosshh!

and that's it for now.
this is the first time i uploaded photos after my digi cam was dead..haha
the photo was taken by my webcam though..haha!

k guys,
till then~
Ramadan is coming to an end.
rush for the free pahala!!
salam~

2nd week of exam

salam~

its been awhile since my last update

still 'indulging' myself with books
revising for exam.
i mean, last minute study.

seriously, it was crazy.
haha, the papers, the questions,
add maths...aaaaaa

well now,
there are 3 days to go.
and on wednesday, its the last paper!
BIOLOGY paper 3.
yay!

haaaaaaaahh....
seems like i don't have any new ideas on what to write in this blog today.

till then~
salam~

chem

BOO!! BLEK!!


BAAHH!! GEEHH!! HUUUH!!

LLLIIIKK!!! SAAAA!!!


JAAAA!!! MENG!!!!!

KEK!!!!! LOOOO!!!!

PUUU!!!!! PIII!!!!



GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

these are the symptoms of having chemistry exam.
beware of it!

MERDEKA~!

salam~

lets forget about all the politician craze bla bla bla
the rakyat are always united. >.<

whatever happens,
Malaysia will always be in our heart, insyaAllah



happy merdeka day~

coin laundry

salam~

this vid is cute and lovely and also inspiring.

coin laundry : lisa mitchell

outlandish and khaled

salam~

hello everyone~
enjoying Ramadan?
enjoying fasting and ibadah?
alhamdulillah if you do so :)
hope that all of us would get the Taqwa
insyaAllah~

of late, i've been listening to Outlandish's songs.
i'm not the so-called avid fan of nasheed.
but, recently, alhamdulillah, i do listen to some.
some nasheed and nasheed-likey. xp

so these are the songs i'm listening.
they are mainly Yusuf Islam and Outlandish.
i'm still searching for Irfan Makki's songs.
>.<

outlandish - calling you




outlandish - i've seen ft sami yusuf



outlandish - aicha



aa!
the Aicha song,
the one by Outlandish is so sweet,
it's like a man's appreciation towards a women, IMOH.

and the original Aicha song by Cheb Khaled would not stop playing in my head for now.
it's in french~!



*now i can sing in french~!*


i think this should be enough for now.
i must keep focusing on the preparation for trial exam.
gosshh!
do do do pray for me and for all SPM candidates.
>.<

till then,
salam~

p/s
-keep on with our Ramadan checklist! even after Ramadan, insyaAllah

-yam gemok! haha!

tick-a-tock

salam

tick-a-tock tick-a-tock tick-a-tock
is it a knock?

tick-a-tock tick-a-tock tick-a-tock
perhaps someone threw a rock

tick-a-tock tick-a-tock tick-a-tock
a peacock?
whoops! a woodpecker i mean, did it give you a shock?

tick-a-tock tick-a-tock tick-a-tock
i look at the clock

tick-a-tock tick-a-tock tick-a-tock
it won't stop
the time won't stop
the time won't wait for me
what am i doing?

tick-a-tock tick-a-tock tick-a-tock
give myself a knock
don't let the time controls you
as it's you who should control the time

tick-a-tock tick-a-tock tick-a-tock
so it is the clock!

p/s
since when did i have a talent on making rhymes? lol

perhaps

salam

perhaps perhaps perhaps
i think..
maybe maybe maybe

but
will it be?
perhaps perhaps perhaps
can i?
perhaps perhaps perhaps

when can i?
when?
perhaps perhaps perhaps

just get up and do it!
no more perhaps perhaps perhaps!

history 2

salam~

somehow, i found myself attracted to learn the history of Islam in Nusantara

seriously, history in South East Asia is not my favourite one.
but, but, but,
since i just read in iluvislam.com on the history on Siam and Kedah, on our Rumpun Melayu, the candi in Lembah Bujang.

all those are related with Islam,
again, i'm curious.
gossh!

amilah! ko nak blajo bahasa Siam kan?

gooshh.
this is it!
right after the trial exam, i'm going to read Hikayat Raja-raja Pasai and Salatus Salatin.
those books are available in my school library!
but i can't borrow them. T___T
at least i can read them in the library.

when we read more on history, we know more facts, the truth and we may find out that a few thing we learnt are all false.
whatever it is, we must keep on seeking the truth.
Allah is always with us and insyaAllah, with our hardwork on seeking the truth, we too help to return back the time, when Islam is at its peak, the Golden Age of Islam.
InsyaAllah~!

>.<
till then~
salam~

p/s
i went to Kluang last friday and guess what?
i found Mamiya i-can't-remember-which-model. it looks like Hassy.and the price is...RM1387!! 0.0
don't worry my dear Mamiya-san, i will surely make you mine and buy another mamiya tlr for dad.
insyaAllah~!

>.<

history

''HISTORY?
nooo!! can't be!! i hate it!! no!! always get E and D for that! no!''

history,
why does our young generation hates that subject?

well, to be honest,
me too, hate that subject of history for the SEJARAH TINGKATAN 5 syllabus.
especially about our dear Malaysia.
i kinda lost my interest with it.

reading our school history text book won't provide you the complete detail of the event.
so i found it boring to read them.

so, its better for us to search the other trusted sources to read.

i've been reading few history books and travelling book to other countries. all the books i read are the old edition, mainly printed during 60's. well, i really love old books..haha

during the dark ages of the european,
you can look up to SEJARAH TINGKATAN 4 textbook chapter 9
*if i'm not mistaken*.
there, it mention about King Henry VIII who wanted to marry Anne Boleyn, resulting to the separation of the Church of England from the Roman Catholic Church.
At first, he was objected from marrying her but, he secretly married her at last.
i read this from The Children's Book of History.
gosshh..the book is for children and at the young age, they are alreading learning about the kings and the political state of the old kingdoms.

ok.enough with the introduction. LOL
just straight to the point, i want to talk about the Islamic Golden Age.
I haven't read any books about this but i did a little research on the Internet.
i was like ''woohooo...Moslems scientist are the best!''..
also while reading the Children Book of History, there was a Christian king*i can't remember his name* who tried to seek help from an Islamic king, so that he could kill his rival so he could get the throne.
and again i was like ''woohooo''.

somehow, i found reading history is cool.
but not for the Malaysian history school syllabus.
i only like the form 4's syllabus..>.<

i still could not decide on what i want to be in the future.
a pharmacyst? maybe,but i still can't decide.
but when i look up to the list of Islamic scientist and scholars,
MasyaAllah, they are experts in not just one field, but various.
i think i wanna be like them, insyaAllah.

i love reading history on :
-The Golden Age of Islam
-the kingdoms of Scottland, England and others...
-Spain
-mainly the history related with Islam and old English kingdoms
>.<

i think this should be enough for now.
i should focus on revising for exam.
goshhh
pray for me~!

till then, salam~!

ramadhan

salam~

tonight is the first night of ramadhan.
and tomorrow is the first day of fasting

ramadhan
ramadhan
ramadhan
do you love this month?
not the food
but ramadhan itself.
do you?

alhamdulillah that i'm having the trial exam during this month.
why?
i think you guys know the answers..haha
less time to eat means less time wasted
*i took lonnnngggg time to finish a meal..huhu*

whatever it is,
happy fasting~!
and make this Ramadhan better than the previous one.
grab the chances and time that Allah gives to us.

till then
salam~


*classes for the whole week of holiday...gosshh*
*trial exam! wait for me! though i hope you would never exist..lol*

congratulations!

salam~

dear awin.
congratulations!
congratulations for your 'hard' work preparing for your exam.
you keep surfing the Internet, reading the manga.
ah..oh well...maybe the ending of gakuen alice will be asked in sejarah paper 2. perhaps.

well awin.
you yourself knew that.
you won't get the best when you do things in the last minutes.
trial is just a week ahead but still, you still procastinating.

congratulation!
congratulation!
congratulation!
congratulation for making yourself failed, disappointing ayah, ibu, teachers and your friends.
congratulations!
can't believe that for all their hopes for you, you just toyed with them.

congratulations awin!
ccongratulations!

PEGI STUDY LA!!!!!!!

*a reminder for myself and for those who are facing the same problem*

till then.
salam~

cherish

salam~


sometimes,
things that you love dearly,
should be cherished.
there are many ways to cherish them.

and keeping them all to yourself,
unveiling them to no one
is much better.

so, its been decided now.
i'll keep them from everyone.

when the time comes, they will be kept no more.
this is to make sure that i'm going to make myself better
this is it!

yosshh!!

till then now.
salam~

of SPT project and H1N1 outbreak

salam~

a rather interesting updates for today~

firstly, mingomingo ice cream came to our school for the second time.
with 2 vans!
yoosshh!! no more long queu and waiting...
err..i mean..lesser..haha

bought same popcorn and ice cream
totally scrumptious!

as for the H1N1 current news in..*cough*our school*cough*...

seems like i'm not alone anymore. haha
before and while recess :
i still got those people giving me their weird faces,
frightened and..urgghh..nasty looking.
=.=..they really enjoyed laughing at me huh..whatever.

after recess :
there had been some news that two form 4 students were having H1N1 symptoms. sooooooo....
the teachers............they quickly wear the mask!
haha..ok

that's it. starting tomorrow, maybe everyone will be wearing their mask
not to mention that those who laughed and perli at me yesterday, came to me to ask for extra masks..=.=
sorry, i offered them yesterday but not today.

yay~

today was quite relaxing..less class session..haha!

shi hui massaging huay2

madam came in for a while...*with a mask*

with her reflex action whenever she aware of the camera pointing at her..lol

>.<

ohh..and cikgu parmin too

and lastly, we've done our project for the SAINS PERTANIAN kerja kursus.
its the pemasangan sistem pengairan percikan~

testing on the size~
the site~
haha..jerry acting cute? boohoohoo

so we had an easy time to set up all those pipes.
it was easy!
but!
when we had a test on it...=.=
water burst out of the pipes but not the percikan thingy..lol

we totally forget to glue the pipes together
no wonder la
lol

*kene bukak balek la sume...=.=*

so these are the photos of us struggling to disconnect all the pipes...=.=

sulis~
this pipe was super tight!
i tried to help sulis..and...
wooho!! i did it! *with lee's help though..haha*
bedah!! haha! so cute! >.<
haha

and then..we had to glue them up.
glue~ glue~ glue~

the others are working

and the others taking photos~
haha..we took our turn la..haha
silly jerry put that leaf on apis' head

ape yg penting? kerjasama~
yay~! all complete!
the last one!

haha..we really enjoyed doing this project.
with jerry trying to blow the kepala pemercik-thingy *i totally forgot its name* as if he was trying to blow out bubbles..
lol
and all of us we so gross to touch them..lol
you know..blow = saliva spitting in small drops..lol

so....
at last~ all done!
cool!
cantik! it turned out great!
the water and the percik-thingy worked!
we had fun playing with them.

acting like crazy, running around, getting scared of water..haha
but!
*checks the camera*
battery LOW!!

T___________T
haha...

but still,
without wasting our time
bedah brought her marker pens.
its scribbling time!

we wrote our names all over the pipes..lol
haha
and not to mention that many students were watching us from above..lol
haha

but we really had fun.
sains pertanian is one of the best subject i've learned.
yoosshh!!

till then
salam~

cadbury ad

salam!

somehow..i see maziah in this ad...LOL!
haha
XD



you can watch the lily allen`s version of this ad.
totally hilarious!

H1N1

salam!

everyone!
let`s wear mask to school!
cegah H1N1!

*be ready to be laughed, having weird-face looking upon you, n even some nasty people perli at you*

well..its for our own sake though
haha

fun

salam~

i had fun with ipah yesterday~
we had an enjoying photoshoot
and ipah was the photographer
haha!

that's it
i kinda run out of ideas on what to update
haha!

till then
salam~

pity him

salam~

engrossing too much to the others might make us forgot to the others too

pity him
ok ok ok ok ok

i don't even remember his real name.
what was it, eh?

how bad i am.
just because he's being a digital, not a film,
you gave him little attention.
gosshh

ok ok ok
i'll start to love him now
yoosshh!!
>.<

him~

i think i should practise composing and getting the nice angle with him

his name

k now..till then~
look forward for new pictures by him and me~!
>.<

pity him

salam~

engrossing too much to the others might make us forgot to the others too

pi

a tale of two cities

salam~

i'm heading on to the next novel.
A Tale Of Two Cities by Charles Dickens.

it may look dull on the outside. but like people always say , don't judge a book by its cover. :)

regent's classics series. there are almost complete series of books of regent's classics..>.<

the story.

ahh~ chupa2 read it upside down..haha

hooohh
k now..gotta finish my homeworls *oreally?*
haha

till then,
salam~